Friday, April 18, 2008
Today during training, when I was staring out into the track because my performance was still not satisfactory, I suddenly turned emotional and realised something.
I miss seniors ):
Trainings (esp Sat ones) have been very different without Chewms and Weiling. Now that I'm a senior, it's hard to find someone to confide in and whine and complain to. (Yea I think I was pretty annoying with my consistent whining and emo-ness last year and I'm sorry to both of you for being irritating!) There's no one there to guide and lift me up when I'm down, cause now I have to help and guide juniors, and I can only turn to myself when I have difficulties in track. Now's a good example; I'm doing not-so-well but there's no one I feel confident in confiding in. I can safely say that you guys were the most understanding seniors ever and I really miss having you two around ):
Oh man I really really miss the ease of being able to talk to you about anything under the sun (and even more so since both of you were cool hurdlers too) and how trainings used to be so fun (and funny). Remember Zuriel and all that! I enjoyed every minute of training last year. And I love you two for always lending a listening ear and giving me encouragement when I needed it. For helping me to push myself and pick myself up when I'm down and for those little notes/words of encouragement. I think I'm the luckiest person ever to have both of you as seniors.
Chewms and Weiling! Thank you for being the guiding lights in my track life last year. I sounds like a sappy idiot (and at a rather unorthodox time of the year too) but I suddenly thought about both of you while training today and I miss you all terribly. Thank you both for leading our team to greater heights, for helping me through sec three. I'll try my best to be the great seniors that both of you are!
Posted at 9:06 PM
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